2021.12.08 update: Living in new reality...

 Living in new reality...

As we continue with tests, as well as internal speculation between Nichelle and I, it hit me yesterday that reality is setting in...living in the reality where the term "cancer" is a norm.  It is just a given.  Went to Nuclear Medicine Dept (yes, that is the name and just learned about it a few weeks ago) yesterday for my PET Scan and they now recognize me, almost expecting them to shout, "BRYCE!!!" when I walk in (80's Cheers/Norm reference).  What hit me yesterday was that now in discussions about tests, the terminology is no longer "if cancer" but rather "your cancer."  Tough to hear but it is a reality now along with "stage 4" added in for added scare.  What is inspiring to hear are stories acquittances share of people they know (present tense) that have (present tense, again) Stage 4 and have had it for 12 years (huge thanks to my barber, Spencer, for lifting my spirits the other day with this!); have heard several stories like this the past week.  Yes, living with cancer is now a reality for us (myself having it and my awesome wife with me by my side) but am learning to keep thoughts of hope...hope of soaring on wings like eagles.